See me crying,
See my, our family crying,
Crying about the lost,
Crying about you...
Right now I can only thank God, for given me the possibility meeting you.
Up to now I can´t imaging living without you. The joy, happiness and fun you have brought into so many people´s life is unbelivable and amazing. There is no day that passes by without thinking about you.
The first time we met each other, we fought, the second time we met, both of us had tears in the eyes leaving each other. Everything could have happened to me, it was just Sule that came into the room and everything was good. He looked like Angel with a cape on his shoulders, luminous and wonderful. And he conjureses a big big smile on your face.
I have never seen a person so wonderful, so magical so Angel like. To me you were an Angel. There was no sitiuation that you couldn´t handle without a smile on your face. I will never forget your last phonecall... You told me you about to learn German cause of me. I was so happy hearing that. We wanted to have a beautiful life together. He wanted to come to Germany and we said we´ll gone stay here together.
We always spoke about education. Spoke about how wonderful we wanted to create our life. He always told me:
"It is just one life you have,
that meens there is just one chance
and you got to use it certain."
And you were so right in that point. This is the reason why you made no mistakes in that point. You spent every day like it was your last. Every second was precious to you, like it should be to all of us. You enjoyed every breath of air...
I will never forget the day my sister called me from America. I was at the kitchen table eating dinner. It was 7:27 pm, German time. I told my little sister to pick up the phone cause i was hungry. I looked at her, saw her face and I had the feeling somthing happened. I took the phone and my sister told about what happened.
It was a feeling like the world collapsed on me. It was like the half of my life died with you.
You where everything to me. I have a big family a very big family but there was nobody that was so important to me like you.
In Our family there was no Sule without Silvia and no Silvia without Sule. I was Stella and you where Wisdom. We where seperated thru distance and time.
I want to keep on beliving that we´ll see eachother again but not in this world. The world you are now is just to far away for us to reach right now. But when the time comes we´ll met up there. we´ll met there where angels meet.
You will never be forgotten.
I´ll keep you in mind every day...
you are here with us and we are here with you.
Memories
Thoughts
Feelings
and Love
forever with you Sule.
Your first cousin Silvia from Germany and Family,
Silvia Aanoa Letyscha Holzer |
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